| — | Miranda Bailey (Grey’s Anatomy, 4x04) (via heartwarming) (via fuckyeahgreysmcnatomy) |
It sucks to get scolded by your filipino parents infront of the whole family, and while in the midst of your dinner. Well, I don’t blame them for doing that to my sister. They are kind of right you know, and for now they think they are right. Since well, we still live in their roof, but until that day we go storming out of their door steps, we can’t make big decisions without them toasting our business. Let’s just laugh about this one shall we.
Julien: And that’s how we won the game. Together happy. And deep in concrete, we finally shared our childhood dream, the dream of an endless love.
I woke up early to drop off my siblings & cousins to school. I didn’t do my usual routine of catching up some more sleep. Instead I cleaned some trash from the past. I seriously think I have a habit of when I feel lonely or depressed, to make it go away, I CLEAN, I clean until I am satisfied of what I see and if I feel that I am back to normal. So, I grabbed my tons of files hiding in my closet and sorted them out. There were a lot of memories that came back again to me, and I really missed those times. Like I said I am a nostalgic person. I reminisce a lot. Okay so while sorting them out I saw my SAT SCORES, and wow! I actually scored good in it. Altho I wasted that SAT score and instead of going to a University, I am stuck in a community college. Well that’s life, I guess, making wrong decisions and suffering from it. That’s how we learn. After cleaning up my mess, I catched up on watching GREY’S ANATOMY, online. Since they aired some of the new episodes and I miss them all so now I am catching up on my episodes. Good thing there’s internet and free episodes to watch. So WHEW! I got that done. Something I didn’t do is my HOMEWORK and my studying. I have a tennis midterm and math midterm and I haven’t studied at all. Well because my heart feels empty and I feel sad.
I did cry last night, after I texted him. I did say sorry, I guess I don’t really know what to expect but to expect the best.
